Okay. That does it!! I was just visiting Marie Cox's blog and I've decided that I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT!! Well, actually, I decided that a long time ago, but haven't done anything about it. Marie has the cutest photos of herself with her kids and I realized that I have NO photos of me with my kids lately because I'm so blasted fat. I don't want to be remembered as a fat hog, so I don't want to be photographed. I look horrible in all the pictures I see myself in b/c I'm so fat! So I need to lose weight so I can feel ok about being photographed with the kids. I'm just wasting time and memories I could be documenting on photos all because of my weight! Also, sitting in the ICU waiting room at the hospital, there's nothing to do but read the tabloids that are laying around. So I saw an article on Janet Jackson and how, in January, she weighed like over 180 pounds, and now in June she weighs like 120 pounds, has rippling abs, etc, the whole nine yards. I looked at her 180 pound picture, and thought, "that looks familiar. Oh I know where I've seen that fat body before! That looks like me!" So if Janet can do it, so can I, by golly!